Finally home after 3 days. Stayed over at Francisca's house on Friday all the way to today. Went to Club Soul on Friday night and it was pretty boring... No feel to club at all. Tried to contact Claire but to no avail, seems like she's on her missing in action spree again.. To think that we wanted to celebrate her birthday at Club Soul that day, as a surprise for her. Really hate it when everything is perfectly planned out, just to have something unexpected to screw everything up. Can't believe at this age i'm already getting bored of partying and everything, wonder how boring is it going to be when i grow up.. Back to topic, Saturday was well spent on lazing around and feasting at Francisca's house with Rachael. Wasn't feeling really well in the middle of the night, sweet of Rachael, Fran and her sister to hunt for medication and make milk for me. Had very minimum sleep these few days, surviving on 4 hours of sleep per day. Seems like my family life is never gonna stabilize. Funny how everytime i try to put in the effort to communicate, my efforts go unappreciated, and when i finally decide to not care, they start to care. After you put in your effort to do something for others, the least you would expect, is for them to appreciate it. It's only fair that way, isn't it? Oh well, after so many years, all i've learnt in this family is that i can only count on myself. How confusing, at times i want to be a good daughter that fares well academically and in life. At times, i just want to party and have fun and forget about everything for awhile. The distractions we face as a adolescent is infuriatingly annoying. But i should know better, should start concentrating on my future, besides without education and money, everything is fucking impossible. Sad to say, i'm already finding it so difficult to balance out my life. Scrolling through tumblr rn, and i realized i'm able to relate my life so much to tumblr, its as if someone else is publishing my thoughts. How amusing.
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