Forget

Let go and let god. Have a taste of the fast and furious they said, guaranteed to forget the frustration they claimed.

Why do I feel like nothing's going to work out for me anymore. I really wish I can put all this aside and restart my life. For months on end, never a day have you left my mind and I'm just tired. Tired of feeling. Nothing hurts more than knowing that you meant nothing to the person who meant everything to you. My emotions are a wreck haha. I wish that I can stop disappointing my parents and myself but I don't know how to change the life I lead. I don't know how to turn back the hands of time but if I could I would. I've come to realized that everything and everyone is temporary and everyone's bound to let you down, it's just a matter of time. I hope one day I can fully forget you and forgive myself. I miss you but you deserve to be happy but I just can't watch you go on without me. So god I pray for strength and courage to let go of the past and bless both of us with happiness.